Well, I wrote out this really great post and someone walked in and I had to get off the computer... Soooo.... In response to your post Theo, I am weary now as well. But, I am also doing much better at GAL. I am picturing myself more and more as a single person and trying to act more in that way.
I told H that I would willingly give him a divorce and have left him to think about that. I am friendly when he is home but I do not call or e-mail or put forth any effort to connect. If he's home when we have dinner, fine.. if not, that's ok, too. He's been really distant again since the middle of last week. Who knows what he's thinking.
I am trying to wrap my head around the fact that divorce is going to happen. And, with that fact stated, my heart has to catch up and that's the hard part, isn't it??
The thing is that I KNOW I will be ok by myself. It's not what I have ever wanted but, in the end I'll be fine.
