Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Well its been a while. But thought I would come back and let u all know whats happened over past 4 months. I did go on hol with H and we had an absolutely fabulous time it was great. The best part when when we got absolutely plastered and he apolgised to me for what he had put me thrugh then went on to exlain that he had lied about not loving me that he had found that everything in the world was getting at him and on top of him and the easiest way to stop it all was to walk away from it.

So afer that night we didnt automatically jump back in there we stayed seperated whilst we were away (well as much seperated as u cna be sleeping in same room which i was relived to find had all single beds lol and spending 24 hours a day together). We didnt have any me time we spent the full hol doing things as a family.

When we got home he asked to talk again at which point he said he wanted to make a fresh start and start all over again which meant putting our house up for sale and getting a new one.

Well its now October we have spent all our spare time getting the house up to scratch and it is now on the market. H moved in the day after we got back from holiday and has been here since. I am still being the calm collective me that i learned to be while he was gone and even if i say so myself things are real good. We now as of last week have our wedding rings back on and we do things now that we never used to ie nights out meals etc

So fingers crossed and touching lots of wood my divorce is definately busted.

I would like to thank everybody here who helped me especially stillme ( i will be looking u up on forum girl to see how you getting on)

Thanks everybody and keep up the good work

Hugs and lots of kisses Ang (previuosly know as hurting bad