Plank removed from my eye, too late for WAW? 6

[Heimlich]

That makes a bit of sense, but, the thing is, I'm usually more relaxed when I'm with her than what comes across when I post here. Plus, I type differently than I speak. Sometimes I'll remember the exact language I used (and try to mention when I do), usually I come off more stilted here than in real life.

Yeah, should have just agreed. One of those reflex things, "don't talk about us" me, "wasn't going to". Bam, bam. You know?

And, c'mon, she IS dense not to see the wonderfulness that is me

Seriously, the "trying too hard" comment makes sense. In some ways, I'm thinking too much when with her and not just being me. Better than a few months ago, but still, that one resonates. I am relaxed, but sometimes it's a "forced" relaxation. I'm thinking "relax. chill out." For the majority of my waking life, that's just the way I am. Good point. Thanks Nomo.

BD