Thanks Yoyo. I really think my biggest problem lately is that I am sooooo tired of the lies. My sadness comes from seeing a man who has not acted with much integrity nor honesty for over a year.
I now see the ILY messages he sends me as BS; I see the check-in phone calls as guilt-driven; and, I see the hugs and kisses and intimacy as routine and emotionless. Am I being pessimistic or simply realistic??
