I'm very proud of you in the fact that you can honestly post what transpires in your commmunication with W. However, that being said, I want you to read through your post again and dissect it, bro. I'm not going to give you any 2x4s, because I honestly don't think it's going to do you any good. You haven't responded to them from the many supportive DBers who have been here for you in the recent past. Please take this to heart -- I just don't have the energy to post to you what you've been told many times over and should really know by now. Put yourself in W's shoes when you re-read your post. That might help...