Just checking in. Happy end of Ramadan! It's now Shawwal! can't make it up!
I guess COG said it best to me: once you let go of the fear,everything else becomes easier. True, but still difficult. It msu be evn more frustrating to you, because your W. give's you small crumbs, which gets your hopes up. She's reading 5LoL, but won't say why. Infuriating, if not just plain weird...my opinion..sorry. Hang tight bro!
