Thanks for checking up. Things are ok. I have the girls this weekend and I'm sure XW is with OM. It really hurts to think about it, but I'm doing a little better each day. Sleeping much better, which really helps. Still no contact with XW. I wish I knew what was going through her mind. Is there any guilt? Do they think about their ex-spouses at all? I know this isn't the sort of thing to think about when you're trying to detach. Just a lot of questions running through my mind. It's really hard to think of them having sex. I know there's still a lot of anger directed at me. Don't know who is still willing to listen to it.
Went to see "Michael Clayton" last night with a friend. Great show! Clooney is outstanding. I'm also thinking about going to a church retreat this weekend. I've heard that it is a good thing toward helping healing. Still working on my fixer-upper house. Thanks again Sandi. I know you're helping me more than I'm helping you. I appreciate it. Hope you're doing well.
