Nikki,

If it were me I would go Wednesday after you do all of th other things. Heck more GAL than I get to do lately. But im'e working on it.

It sounds to me like it was just another bomb also.
I think i would make the office into a bedroom too. why should you leave it's just as much yours as his home. But i have to say I think it would be easier to go dark and LRT while not in the same house as i can say from my experience that it's been hard to go dark because H always is asking whats going on and i think i owe him the courtesy of telling him at least that im'e going somewhere however vague i am. If im'e quiet he asks why.

You need to live for you and maybe h'ell find his way back.

Im'e thinking of you daily.

JAK


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez