[/quote] I am scared to death now that he is mad at me he will probably call OW. She doesn't mind that he drinks and will pat him on the back and tell him how wonderful he is.
I need to calm down. Why do I keep taking such a horrible man back over and over? I want to be strong. But I am so weak.[quote]
SO2,
Of course you are scared. You need to feel that fear and do what you need to for you not him at this point.
How often does he drink? I really do wonder if he is MLC, ecause of his actions.
You did very well by not responding in any sort of negative way and saying nothing.
Try not to text him or call for a day or two at least see if he comes to you personally. Then be pleasant maybe tell him you are on your way out with some friends (then go do it) and leave him standing there. He'll wonder whats goign on then.
So2 you need to get to a point where you are happy for you and not the two of you together. You can't control what he does but you can control ehat you do and how you think about you.
You have been thru a divorce already and were prepared to live without him weren't you? OR did he keep you hanging by a thread thru all of it?
Time to let him see a person that IS ready to live without him.
I'll keep you in my prayers, and do not call or text him back promises me that will you ? Let him come to you.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
