Thanks RHW. Yes we really are working on reconciling, but going very slow, which I think is good. We were always very affectionate before all of "this" and it feels so wierd now for it to be awkward. In a lot of ways I feel like a teenager who is so unsure about what to do, but it's been 18 years since I've dated! With everything I've read about MLC, etc. the last thing I want to do is push him away emotionally just when we are connecting. I don't want to rush things, so I'll see how it goes tomorrow. Thanks again for your reply.
