I will stand for our marriage for as long as it takes. He and our life together are worth it. Sometimes i feel really positive - he will be back, i just don't know when. Other times, I'm convinced he is gone for good. My thoughts swing wildly and it makes me completly neurotic. I cannot stop the swirling, and would give my life for one contact with him, just to know tht he hasn't fogotten me.....
