Boy, that devil just never gives up. I feel pretty good and am able to tell myself, that all will be fine and H will come home just not in my time but in God's. Then something happens like I hear there seems to be trouble in paradise or I see H and OW at the game or I have to take care of something on my own for S18's graduation announcement and I start to get scared and feel alone and sad.
Why does that happen? Why can't I just trust that I am where I should be? Hope all are having a great weekend. I so broke I can't really afford to do anything but I am too depressed to get anything done here.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
