I do GAL, then it feels empty and so I fall off the wagon, then I get back on when it's brought to my attention...guess I'm a slow learner.
She's been gone 6 weeks today. If anyone had told me 6 weeks and 1 day ago that I would be here in this state of mind I'd have had them committed.
Today I'm starting to pack her things. It's such a double edged sword. One half of me is glad to be getting it done--once she has her stuff she probably won't call anymore. On the other hand, once she has her stuff, she probably won't call anymore.... Don't know if I'm ready to not hear from her again. Friends say that she'll probably find some other reason to call. Not so sure about that. People tell me she doesn't look happy, but she sure professes to be. I realized that all my friends are in couples and they literally do everything together. While I'm pretty good at being able to do things alone, like go to a movie or dinner, I'm finding this so lonely at times. I'd call my best friend, but she's with the OP! :| Raising chickens.
Thanks lovelyolive.
"In every marriage more than a week old, there are grounds for divorce. The trick is to find, and continue to find, grounds for marriage." -- Robert Anderson
