That is an amazing statement because it does feel like a battlefield at home. Sorry for the cliche Pat Benatar song but it is true. "What can compare with the the total agony of being in love?" That was the line from the little boy in Love Actually after his mother's funeral. He was more depressed aboutthe little girl in his class moving than his Mum's funeral!
Maybe you feel that way because you are in a powerless sitch as if you have no choice or control over thesitch even when you come back home,but I do nt believe that is true. You do have control of your own life. We all do and we can start over everyday by making it better even if it just one goal a day. You mentioned all the good fellowship you have. Making a network or connection of people is the best thing you can do right now. Your W does sound messed up, so is mine but we are in no position to take heal them or even take them to the doctor or a TH. That is on them now. We can heal ourselves though.


Me:38 H:39 MLC
M:10 R:23 years
D6 S3
Bomb: Easter, 2007
"Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."