Afraid, I opted to stay around for a little while longer to help a few of the posters who were having a difficult time.
I'm glad to see that you are posting again. Have you had a checkup? It could be the season or you may be run down or slightly depressed. If you are seeing that you are exhibiting unusual signs in your health, do not wait too long to have them checked out.
I do hope that things are going well for you and your family. You've had a very rough time of it, but it appears that things are slowly smoothing out for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
