neph, I'm going to echo everything mk says. trust me. btdt. do NOT contact ow. stop snooping. take care of yourself. db even if it doesn't quite feel right. put yourself on a 48 hour rule.
I like your day today...try to keep the focus on that. love your kids, have fun with them.
((((HUGS)))
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
