Journaling:

My mother and my Aunt In Laws had lunch today. I used to have a formal dinner once a month for my childless Aunts who are both widows. My H was always annoyed with them but he is the closest thing they have to a son.
Now things are a little estranged no matter how much they say they love me. Blood is thick.
Anywho, they began petitioning for my H which is a change because before they were telling me that I would od better to find a better man, someone richer and handsomer. They acted disappointed in my H, as if I was too good for him.

Now they are telling my Mom that he will have both of their estates after they die so I would do well to stay with my H and avoid a divorce.

My mother acted insulted by this comment. She told them could get a much better man and that I would not need their homes or inheritance. That if I wanted I could marry a very wealthy man or make my own million. (No way as I am a part time teacher!)

What the H is that convo about??? Why the 180???


Me:38 H:39 MLC
M:10 R:23 years
D6 S3
Bomb: Easter, 2007
"Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."