NikkiB #21

[NikB]

OK back.. and thanks again to all who are reading, posting, or sending good thoughts!

I confess I'm not at a hotel or friend's because I had way too much fun and one too many glasses of wine... but H also wasn't home when I got here so I'd probably have stayed anyway to take care of the dog.

I thought I'd be gone before he got home but it almost seemed like he rushed home from work... ugh. Said he was worried I wouldn't be OK. He looked surprised I was dressed up to go out "after all that" (heck me too after 6 hours of crying in my PJs but I made it work!). Gave me two really long lingering hugs, complimented my outfit... meanwhile my friend called and I said "Cool meet you outside!" and stood out there for 20 minutes just to avoid being in the house. So weird.

The band was fun but the place was a total meat market so we )friend and I) ended up leaving earlier than planned because we were tired of all the 'lines.'

He isn't home now so apparently found something else to do... was pouting when I left, but guess that wore off. Sick of all this.