It will be alright. Life will get better. She's not the only pebble on the beach.

I do recognize your pain. You are cared for.

lwb is right- the sun will rise, etc. You'll get stronger.

Many MANY people here know the pain-- and MANY MANY have gone thru it and come out on the other side better people-creating happy lives for themselves.

Keep posting

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing