Forrest Gump and his box of choclates.

[Forrest Gump]

So I am at the beach with the kids and mom and dad the room is tiny but free LOL. The weird thing about it is she is asking for space but wants to talk like nothing is wrong. She really is asking me to be like a friend. She wants to call me she wants me to call her. She just does not want the stress of talking about us even though she brings it up sometimes. When we do talk she does listen. So again just not sure what to do. No talking to much distance. Talking ok. Talking about stuff going on too far. As far as a lawyer I am just not ready to go there. I live in VA she can't take the kids and run leaglly. I really don't think she would. I know I won't. We both have agreed verbally to split custody I am good with that right now. In VA it is a no falut state so if the custody goes to court really you could take the dice thow them in the air and what ya get is what ya get. Sad but that is how it is here. Only thing you can do to assure custody is prove "unfit parent" which takes alot. Gross evidence. I don't know where I am going but I am going somewhere. Things are not that bad for me just sometimes I fall off the boat and have to swim back. Her favotite thing to say now a days is "Its Fine" I am begining to hate those words. She seemed sad when I was leaving with the kids but I don't put much into it. Really I was over my issue by 9:00 this morning it just hits me sometimes. Lack of sleep. Too much Nicotine. Not enough caffine. Or Burbon. LOL