That is why I keep telling myself to let him go. Because I know that as long as he is seeing her he really doesn't want me anymore. And I don't know one way or another if they are still in a relationship.
I also know that I do not want to give myself to someone that doesn't want me. I deserve better. I am a good person and I don't deserve to be someone's wh*re, or someone's OW. Not even if that someone is the man that I love.
"IF" he ever comes back I will be there, for now. If not I will be okay.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
