Are you a Christian FLTC? Sorry for the dumb question. I am not a Christian and yet I do find power in prayer or as I call it meditation, soul searching. I also find comfort in fellowship, as Christians call it. I am lucky to surround myself with pro marriage people, they may be Mormons, catholics, Pentecostal, Jew, atheists.
I just put it out here that I am pro marriage. Is that an option for you? I am also surrounded by a lot of Dear Johns, men in the service who have been left behind, and Dear Janes, women who have been cheated on by their men in uniform. I see both sides so it is not uncommon.
Many of our men have also served in Iraq and have come home different men, so their women are also giving them the boot. The military needs to give more TH for these Rs. So upsetting to me. The fall of the family is the fall of society. I totally understand why you want to keep an intact family.
I know how you feel about the pain of memories but I am lucky that I get to see my kids nightly. The day they sleep away from me is going tro rip me apart. Just know that your children love you forever. I learned that on the Oprah show last night. It is never too late to repait the damage that kids suffer in a separation.
Think positively and positive things will happen for you. Your suffering is not for nothing.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
