Thank you, Azhira. I am so confused and depressed. I am both poised to end it and determined to hang on. Sometimes I don't even know what or who I am. This is a desperate state and I feel like giving up so often. Thank you for kind workds. I want to keep hope alive.
Me: 41 H: 50 M: 15 years S14-D12-D10 S: 05/07 Back home: 08/08 EA: 4 yrs
