I would ki8ll, literally, for ANY contaqct. He comes to the house while I am work to get his mail. It is so confusing. He hasn't taken anything personal, just clothes and his family crest. He said he wanted a sep. agreement the night before he left, but I've heard nothing else. I want so much to believe he is thinking about things and doesn't want SA, but then I become convinced he is filing as we speak. How can i do this? I am keeping myself busy aqnd haven;t reached out to him. Sometimes, I think I;d like to send him a quick email, a joke or something, but then i panic and think REALLY bad idea. It is harder every day without a word from him...