he confessed that he hasn't had any feelings for me for the last 2 years
Well, that sounds a lot like alien-speak to me.
Uh, no, we're not together. We're doing this weird faux-R dance, though. Although, in all honesty, our current friendship is much better than our M was a year ago. We are both in a much healthier place. Happy parents = happy baby. And that's my main concern.
That doesn't mean that we might not be at some point. We talk about it a lot. But there is no way I will stand for that nonsense we were going through before. I suspect he never fully finished his crisis, all those other times...he just bounced back home before resolving the noise in his head.
Regardless, he is much happier and healthier person over all now compared to then, and that is the most important thing to me. I would love to still be married to him, but if us being apart means he is happier and healthier...well, then, so be it.
