Laughing, Hang in there. Things have been a rather mixed bag for you the last couple of years, but there has to be an end to this madness and hopefully in the very near future.
Your son is going to miss home. Right now, from what you've described, he sounds like he's in a crisis himself. Give him plenty of space, but continue to send him your emails. You are going to have to treat him as you would an mlcer--plenty of space, but have the safe haven available. I don't think the two boys will be able to live together for very long. Your son is going to get very tired of not having an adult to interact with and also being on his own for long periods of time. Your son has been use to you being there and bouncing things off of. I promise you, he's missing that. Right now, he can't admit it because of pride, but pride can crumble in a flash. So, be prepared to listen and be there for him (which I know you will).
What about you? How are you doing? How is your daughter doing?
I hope that you can find some peace this weekend and can work on something that you enjoy doing.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
