NikkiB #21

[NikB]

RedHeadWife, Saffie, OT - thanks for posting.

RedHeadWife - ha - I think he better avoid dark alleys for awhile. I should mention he is afraid of redheads.. funny it was you who said that.

Saffie
I think you're right that he's trying to not be the bad guy. But you're right how it's pretty cruel, I hadn't thought of it that way.

OT
That's a good idea... hm. Will have to think about where to go. I wonder if it's sunny anywhere near here this weekend. I already had plans to go out tonight, glad for that. Hoping it goes ok.. I'm doubting my ability to keep it together but I will do my best!

I wish I could take my bike but don't have a way to transport it with my car (it's on my list of things to figure out). I've only ridden it near my house or when we transport it in H's truck.

I just realized I forgot to even mention, my Dad had another heart problem yesterday, too (he had a heart attack 4 months or so ago). His heart stopped for about 30 seconds during a treatment he was having and they had to revive him with CPR. Extremely scary. So I am not totally sure about going away given that... it will depend on what he learns from the doc today.

I do really want to get away, though.

Anyone have any inspiration on places for me to go? Needs to be generally in the Northern California area, preferably dog friendly (I'd like to take her with me, otherwise have to arrange dog care with H and it kinda defeats the "get up and go"-ness of it), and no snow driving.

Monterey is out, but anywhere else I'm up for. Any hidden gems anyone would like to share?

Got through a couple tough phone calls this afternoon.. one to a lawyer's office only to find out they don't handle sep issues.. one to my legal service to get a referral to someone who does. Cancelled a couple medical appts for Monday and Tuesday (they weren't critical). Longest I've gone since last night without crying so I guess that's good.

I can't believe this is hitting me so hard. this is ridiculous.