It's been a few sessions with the couples counsellor since the last posting.
Last night was a very tough one. I have been keeping my hurt and bad feelings locked away, and feeling very safe in doing that.
She said in order to move forward I had to tell my W about the way it hurt me.
So a challenging session for both of us.
Now I feel all those emotions simmering just below the surface, once again. I hope the counselor was right.

W called from work today, all upset. OM is harrasing her. She notified her boss and HR.

So a challenging weekend for us. I am not sure what I feel. In some ways I hope that she realizes what she has risked, what it has done to the relationship, and now what kind of guy it is, that she risked it all for.

I am not saying that in "I told you so" sort of way. I just hope that she understands.

I will support her through this, because I now know what kind of person I am, and the person I have to be true to.

IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16
M 24y Together 31y
EA Mar04-May 06
PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07
Bomb Dec 28 07

Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden.
T. S. Eliot