Thank you RedHeadWife. I can't live like this anymore.. thought I had the patience, the strength, the whatever-it-is but I don't.
It's crazy, I was so out of it last night I forgot I even posted here... woke up ready to post my update and went "Hey look at that, I already did."
Calling in sick today... thinking about taking next week off. Not to wallow but to figure out what the he!! to do next.
I so thought we could make this work. It hurts so bad to see how it could be a happy M but it isn't, and won't be.
Just when I thought I was detached enough again.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
