Nik, I'm so sorry you are going through this. I don't know what to say. I honestly don't think I could live like that anymore if I were in your shoes, but I'm not, so I don't know what I would do.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10