What I am thinking is where is my Forrest Gump? You are giving a go at it but just havent touched that nerve yet. I am glad you finally saw yourself "in the rain". I know the you and your man will work it out. I can feel it. I would put money on it. If I was a betting man. I saw it pretty early on. I like what I see right now. I dont really know your frame of mind but what you are doing right now is where you need to be. It takes you from a Littlebitlost to Notlostatall. As far as me I had a fall off the wagon last night. I have been removed from my house. I feel weird being there with the kids so we dont stay there much until they go to sleep. I signed paper work to reduce the price on the house over the next three weeks. I left it for my wife. She asked me to leave it was not what I wanted. I have been calling about 11;45 PM to see how much longer she will be at work so I can be ready to go when she gets there. Typically we just pass in the driveway. Last night after I left I remembered that I left the paperwork for her. I sent a txt saying that the PW was in the garage and I had signed it because she wanted me to. Which is true. I dont want to sell the house. I am about to get a nice raise at work. She does not know about the raise. She txt back "you dont want to lower price" I responded back with "do I really have to answer that question". She did not respond to that. I should not have expected a responce. For some reason I did. Something in me just went crazy. I went to go drive it off and finally txt her a simple yes or no would have been nice. She responded back with "you did not want to talk when you left her" So I called her and asked her how am I supposed to act? Like everything is OK. As much as I want to I am finding it really hard to act as if. She wants space but she wants me to be nice. OK. Long story short she told me she felt sorry for me and that neither of us had changed. We did not fight it was good communication. Until she said what if we are not meant to be together anymore. So if I distance I am not doing it right. If I talk I am not doing it right. Where is the middle?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
