Thanks for confirming how they can smell this seperation! Geesh! H thinks Ive told the enitire world our stich, uh,no its still a bit embarrasing...
Heim,
Thank you for your support...on the Jared thing..
Update on on GALng last night:
I met H at his work parking lot to drop the girls off. I was mentally prepared for him to be cold & distant as I was assuming(I know making an a$$ of myself) that w/ his coworkers around he would not even give me a kiss on the cheek. NOT!! Surprise... The girls got out of the car and ran to him, as I sat waiting inside the car...he came to my side, chit chattted a bit and w/ a smirk made a comment about me going alone to this tonight. Then he leaned inside to say goodbye turned to each each cheek for me to kiss him and then purked his lips up for me to give him one on the lips...then he(jokingly)sid you have bad breath- I said I do..I have a sore throat..H- Why?..while making the mouth gesture of(you know what) like he had something in his mouth)..anyways...... M- I havent done that in long time....
So after my concert, I met him at a nearby store parking lot and he chit chatted abit before leaving. He made the same 'ol comments about my evening..did I really go bymyself, did I meet someone there..."I guess I am now babysiting for you & your dates"......M- Uh, well let me see I have been doing the same for you for how long now..6 months? H- OH! So are you admiting to it? You did go on a date? M- No...<as he could tell I was gettting tired & aggravated by then..So, I said, no but there were plenty of good looking christians, especially since they love the Lord it makes them even MORE handsome... he changed the subject <<good about time he got a clue>>>
Asked me if I enjoyed myself, I said yes and showed him the CD I got of Brandon Heath. I told him I especially love the song- "I'm Not Who I Was". I would love for him to hear it...as I played it while we were talking....
Its his turn to stay w/ the kids this weekend, so he asked if I was staying over night in Orlando saturday b/c he wasnt sure about taking the girls to the football game this sunday due to how hot it was last time. I told him I want sure what mymother wanted to do. Then he stay he might stay at home, but after seeing the news this morning ,I know he wont. There will be a blackout for the game, not enough tickets were sold.
Poor thing...he looked so sad.....his hair again looks like it hasnt been cut in forever...When he was w/ me he would cut every two weeks..he knew I loved his hair military style-crew cut... I made a comment about it and said..yeah, I 'm letting it grow out like Evan Almighty...I laughed b/c I had sent the girls last nite w/ the movie (they wanted daddy to see it w/ them). The girls had already seen it at the movies w/ me and loved it. I like the nonchalant sublime God messages it sends...so I too wanted him to see the movie.
So..one more day of good positives.....
H thanked me(?) for letting have the kids..I said no, thank YOU for watching them.....
