I just don't know whats wrong with me, what it is that I really want, H said that it seems like I am pushing him out the door, maybe I am, but why? Is it because I am trying to proctect myself, or is it because I want it done...I just don't know.
Limbo, I think these are probably normal feelings. Just part of the rollercoaster ride. Hang in there and work on the Retro stuff. I haven't done it myself, but sure wish we could. I see that as such a positive that you are both involved in something that is focused on moving your R forward.
Not to give you any additional pressure, but you've been one of my inspirations on this board. It's nice to see success stories.