WOW....I can;t believe the wonderful responses i've gotten. It al3qys seems like every post here just says to as\cdt as if, GAL, work on you, etc.... while "showing" your changes...tough to do with NO contact. I finally feel like there may be a tiny sliver of potential hope. You have all helped me more than you know. WHY CAN;T EVERYONE BE SO POSITIVE? Being piositive doesn;t mean not telling the truth of what may be to come, but it helps me get through topday, and for now, that is all I can do. You are all wonderful....don;t lose track of me, pease!