How are things? Today I started to move to the new apartment. It's bittersweet, really. I am happy I'll be in a nicer place, though it's going to take some time to get everything settled and decorated. It's nice to break out the new comforter, the new shees, towels, etc. instead of the scraps from the house I took when I moved out in June.
On the other hand, it does hurt to think that my life has come to this. Loading up a bed in the back of a truck, loading up stuff in my car. I did it in June, now again. Back in June I never thought it would come to this. I guess I should feel thankful I'm not divorced. I thought by now I'd either be divorced or working with her to get to a new marriage. We're neither--limboland goes on and on and on....
Patience, I know. It's awfully hard some days, however. I hope you are well. I'm OK. Today is a low point in some ways, but I am determined to decorate this place the way I want it and to slowly build up to what I want. She seems still lost in depression, MLC. Spending money like crazy. I will move on this issue in a few weeks. I've spent some money lately, so I would only be cutting myself if I moved to separate money now.
