Wow. If someone punched me in the face right now I would not feel a thing. I had 2 teeth extracted. This might hurt some when this novacaine wears off.....that is why I already took 2 of the painkillers the dentist gave me.
"If she can't or refuses to change (which is what has happenend) then I am better off without her."
My case might be a different than yours a bit, because, you see I am an A-hole. Everything I do and have ever did is wrong. She on the other hand is about as close to the perfect person as one could find. And hey, if you dont believe me..... all you need to do is ask her!!
I am starting to catch glimpses of that bigger and better world too bud. Just need to put one foot in front of the other, day by day for now.
One thing I am kinda fighting right now, is I have almost an overpowering urge to just tee off on her. It would almost certainly have to be in note form...I wont do it......its like I cant even get the words right, and whenever I start to work on it. After about 10 minutes I ask myself, "Why am I even wasting my time on this anyhow?"
