Rollar Coasters are no longer fun

[Amy]

Wow the roller coaster I keep trying to get off of continues. He called me today to "talk" for a minute about bills and brought up the R. I simply told him that I could not take the lies anymore and that I gave him a million chances to make it right and each time he has lied. I said that I had to continue to move forward and I really hoped that he was happy and getting help. He said I am miserable. He said he missed the kids and pointed out many times he never wanted to hurt me. I just listened. I did tell him why the kids don't want to talk and what they said to me. A couple of times he got angry then he calmed himself down because I said if you yell I will disconnect.

Then when it was time to go he said "I love you" I said "H, why did you do that." he said sorry then he said but I do and I said yeah and hung up.....

I know tomorrow he will hate me so I just have to continue to blow it off but dangit I wish he wouldn't do this. If he loved me he wouldn't be living with/making babies with OW.

Oh well, we will see what happens tonight when he calls the kiddos.

Thanks