Still standing...

[theotherhalf]

It's been a better day for me today. Anytime scary thoughts of what H is doing creep in I tell myself to stop and let it go. I am really working on trying to stay positive and not worry about it.

Usually H is here on Thursday nights for a little while. Not today. Talked to him earlier and he said he was sitting in the bar with his mom (mom is working(bartender)) and he was drinking. Teenage stuff, like I'm drinking and you can't stop me! Anyways, I didn't say a word about it. But I did really wonder why he was drinking in the middle of the afternoon. Very unlike him. Especially on such a nice day. Wierd! But isn't it all.