My only worry is that you may be reading things wrong, and if that's the case, I'm concerned that you are going to fall apart in front of her, and come across weak and needy.
That's why I think it's important that you be mentally prepared for the R "ending" (just in case!!!!). And if this makes it any easier, just because someone says it's over one day, doesn't mean that in two months they can't change their minds.
Don't have expecations. Life is short, just live it.
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
