I do WANT do send the letter, but you folks're prolly right.
I suppose that W would get angry though... probably would think I'm chasing.
I still care if we reconcile.
I just feel so damned adrift right now. GAL and LRT are in motion here, but she's getting an apt and such.
The damnedest thing is, she's still nice to me - mostly, anyway. And, she said in a convo "I value you, and part of me will always love you"...crying alot there, too.
So, I'm frakkin' confused. She's moving forward with conviction but still sad about the ending of this. And she even thinks/thought that C WOULD allow us to reconcile - but that there'd be problems in the future.
