Journaling,

I feel my PMA rising again.

Since I have upped my GAL activities I am starting to feel better again. I had backed off on my own things as h was wanting a lot more of my time.

H has been more clingy since i am spending more time on me but, this time I am not going to stop doing for me just to do with him . He gets enough of me im'e sure. Maybe now he'll also see that he misses me when im'e not there all the time. \:\) I do tell him where i am going since i think i owe him that because we do still live together and we are trying to put this M back together but, i am as vague as i can be about it.

I do think (when my menopause isn't kicking in) that H does know what he wants but is still of course trying to find his way. If he doesn't it is his loss, and I will know if and when that happens as iv'e been pretty intuitive so far i think.

So he still has work to do. He also has to learn to communicate more to me.

Today I am feeling so much better just to be me.

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez