I am hoping that the mediator is going to act fairly. Time will tell. It is her I am worried about. I think she feels that she deserves a major reward for all her stupid decisions. I am sure that she has been advised by "friends" as to how much she will get. There are a huge amount of details to consider.
I will need to be on my toes, keep my ears and eyes wide open. I do not want to screw her over. But on the other hand, I am not going to become a doormat.
Do I trust her? Not for 1 second anymore. She has broken at least 2 contracts with me to this point. I am sure that if not outright lied to, at least been decieved by her on certain things.
She certainly does not deserve to have things on easy street while I struggle to make ends meet. She has made her decisions and now she deserves to face the outcome. Meaning that both of our standards of living will drop a bit, not hers get better while mind goes to the dumper.
It is time right now for me to definately careful in ALL that I do!!
