Well he checked himself out of the hospital. He told my S9 on the phone last night. Everyone talked to him last night but my S11. He says he is never going to again. I told him to pray about forgiving his dad and that his dad loves him. It is so hard to say that when I myself want to choke the man.

I hate it when he is out of the hospital my urge to call him is so much worse. I am going to have to tie my hands up today. I want to find reasons to call him and I KNOW that is BAD BAD BAD.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"