Woke up at 4 am this morning with a headache and sick to my stomach. I really want to stay home again. But I was off work Tuesday and H will probably be around here today so I am going.
Starting to wonder if H said all those things Monday night just to get a reaction out of me. Well he did, he just don't know it. To him I just listened and acted as if.
Yesterday I feel H made a huge move. I really don't know what to think of it, so I am letting it out here then letting it go.
I had picked up bean check at elevator in am. (H told me to Mon) Later on I was a post office. Came out and H's truck was in front of my office. (Okay first let me say that H did not come to my work often before as he is kind of shy type and just didn't. Now after all he has done, he knows that my boss is like a father figure to me, he knows that my boss knows what's been happening) I was totally shocked as well as everyone in my office that H actually went into the office. He talked with a couple guys there including my boss. I came back gave him check and he left. WOW! I would have expected him to just call me, ask if I had check, and have me bring it outside to him. Other BIL agrees with me that this had to be terrible hard for H and really unexpected of him.
Really don't know if it meant anything. BIL says you know H, he doesn't care what people think about him. I said yes but this is Delmar(my boss). He knows what he means to me and I to him. I really wonder if H is like testing the waters to see how much damage is done. Like would it be possible to come back?
I don't know maybe I again am reading too much into things when they mean nothing.
Anyway got to get ready for work. Thanks for listening.
Last edited by theotherhalf; 10/11/0711:02 AM.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
