I was a little concerned before surgery if there was a little bit of drug dependency. I also know that now W is working her way off of post surgery drugs. There is also the issue of maybe W questions her decisions early in life, wonders if she made the right choices, questions why she made some bad choices (EA/PA). Perhaps if she feels she did it just to "follow her heart", that makes it at least not as bad, not fully responsible for her actions. You know, the only human plea. This way it doesn't have to make sense, you just have to be understanding. The kick is, those who have been there have told her it's not worth it.
Supporting? Sometimes she'll accept it, sometimes to stubborn to. Most would say I'm too accommodating. If you were to watch our day to day, you would probably say she pushes herself too much for her condition. But, I don't know her any other way. Her mom is a go getter and in a way she wants to be like her, yet be herself. I think W struggles with her identity.
Today again was a decent day. Extremely busy, but decent. Had to overcome some anxiety issues today. But W finally called and seem very decent on phone. I was able to pull it together and make it through the rest of the day.
