Hope is what you make of it 2

[Not w/o Hope]

let the spewing begin. W went through my gear bag that i use when staying at a friends when it is not my turn in the house. In the bag was a inventory list from out cottage that I wrote right after she used our JC session to tell me she wanted a D. She found the list and went nuts, two phone calls of nothing but screaming at me and how no good i was and how I couldn't be trusted. I think she got all the good ones from the script in there at some point. Of course anything I said wasn't even listened to, and wasn't valid anyway. Not the way I wanted to start my day. we even talked about our R and M which she told me was over and then blamed me. I mentioned that after her bomb that i had asked, begged and pleaded with her to go for MC and work things out and she refused. Then she tells me that she tried working on it for a long time, hello never knew there was a problem how about giving a guy a chance. nope no way not interested is what I got, open the door and get the hands slammed in it once again. doors closed, dead bolted, chained, and if someone will hand me a hammer and nails please. enough is enough!!

Then late this afternoon her finical planner called me to talk about a plan to free up cash for W to move out. so this guy gets my side of the sitch and realizes that I might be smarter than the average bear. we talk about several different options, and when we get done he comes back to my original option and tells me that it is the best option for the long term, no kidding. So he tells me that he will advise W to go along with my plan b/c it is the best option. Now that's going to go over like a you know what in you know where. we shall see how this plays out.