Mrs.H

I know how you are feeling right now, and for right now all you can do is to be practical.

Taking care of the kids, your financials and especially yourself is the most important.

Of course you feel hopeless, who wouldn't?

But it will change, and it will get better.

Regardless of what he does, you have changed.

You are not the same person you were, and you have learned to recognize the areas in which change needed to happen.

I remember crying face down on the floor to God to please release me from this Marriage because the pain was too much to handle.

I wanted the pain and the rejection to go away.

Instead God gave me compassion for this man.

He gave me patience.

Mrs.H, your Husband has to do things at his own pace, and unfortunately, you are the hare and he is the tortoise.

((((((((((hugs))))))))))

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.