I come here because no one I know personally can share my grief, no one I know has too deal with the deal I've been dealt.
I find the support i recieve from everyone on this board is what helps keep me going, non of my friends know I come here, I come here for advice and support that I can't get anywhere else.
I love my H dearly, I can't give up on him, I don't like the way he has treated me and our sons, but I do not want to give up on him.
I have chosen to be around for him, I know I will be divorced soon, but this fact doesn't stop me loving him.
My friends and family can't understand how I feel, our sons understand because they have similar emotions.
the people I have met through this board understand because of shared experience.
I am grateful to all posters, even the negative ones because all posts offer me insight and direction.
