Nah, I won't call her. I just really wanted to this morning. Didn't.
What I likely will do is write a letter that she'll likely never see, explaining how I feel about what's happened, what led up to it, and where I am now. It will at least help me get my thoughts in order for when we do talk again.
As for excercise - I'm doing what I can when I can. heh. Insane freakin' schedule kinda makes that tough. I've taken to doing some pushups in the morning, first thing when I get up. And the gym on Mon and Fri.
