Went to court today and filed the papers....

Now we just wait for time to tick away. 120 days and I'll be legally divorced.

A lot of the pain has passed, but today I feel empty inside. I feel a pit in my stomach and something missing in my heart.
I may be a different person and hopefully a better person, but I’ll never be “me” again.

When will my life start again? When will I stop feeling like a spectator watching the parade of life pass on by…


M - 43
WAS - 39
3 kids 10, 7 & 4

Bomb - 4/06
She left - 7/06